안녕하세요 여러분~ Well, let's just start with the introduction, shall we?
I'm from Singapore and I'm going to be 16 y/o soon. Just like any average teenage girls, I love K-POP. It's the only time when I can finally be myself, not having the need to put on a mask like how I usually do. If you were to ask me, I would say I'm different. How? Personality wise, I'm different.
I won't list out what personality traits I have, it is for you to find out yourself. It might not be exactly correct, but well, it's just what you think I am. Why? Everyone has different perspective, there's no way I can force you into thinking what kind of person I am. It's up to you to decide if you like me or not, and what kind of person you think I am.
The reason for having this blog is because is to rant and talk about things I've never dared to talk about to others, and probably talk about some random stuffs too. I've always been alone, so I'll just treat every readers I have, be it haters or not, as my listening ear and as maybe my friend.
"What would you want to be when you grow up?" That's a question everyone would be asked since young, right? Well, I am indecisive and would always change my mind. My answers were like any others'. Doctors, lawyers, judges, teachers, nurses, singers, actresses, models, and etc. Right now, I have a few dreams. I want to be a singer, otherwise, an actress or host. If I wasn't able to be, I'd probably be translator for K-POP stars. Well, that is because for now, I love K-POP. That's where my passion and dream is. If I can't accomplish any of above, probably a teacher?
Many of you would probably think "she isn't being realistic", right? My reply to your thoughts is I don't want to regret. I've seen my parents regretting for not doing something they wanted when they were young, I don't want it to happen on myself. I learn from their mistakes and I want to at least try to accomplish my dream so even if I were to fail, 20 or 30 years later when I recall to my youth times, at least I know I had tried. I wouldn't want to give up the dream of being a star and in future when I aged, I start regretting and asking myself why didn't I even bother to try?
Even if I were to fail or even get hurt in the process, at least I can tell myself, I've tried my best and so even if my dream wasn't accomplished, I wouldn't regret that much. Right? Yea, probably some of you would think "she's just finding excuses". Maybe I am? Or maybe not? Who knows? No one knows for sure.
I, myself, believe in that there are things like miracles, guardian angels, spirits, aliens and even elves. Many of you probably would scoff and say "she's such a kid!" But I still do believe in them. It has nothing got to do with my religion or whatsoever. It is because there are so many things in this universe that even the scientists have yet find out! Even the technology today is still very limited. Why would I say that? Ask yourselves, how many planets have the scientists managed to travel to PERSONALLY? There's hardly any, even if there are some, think about this....there are so many planets that have yet been discovered, do you think they are able to discover everything?
Who knows there might be another dimension, who knows what exist in that dimension. There are still undeveloped places on just Earth alone. Who knows what exists there other than humans? Call me crazy or whatever, but these are my beliefs. Even if the whole world stood up against my belief, I'd not waver. Everyone has the things they themselves believed in wholeheartedly. Just like there are people who believe in soulmates, there are people who believe in true love, there are also people who believes in love at first sight. There are endless beliefs in this world.
Adults probably always say none of the things I believe in exist. But are they always right? Even adults make mistakes. No one in this world knows something for sure, no one is perfect either. Neither am I.
So yep, I'll end here. 비옹~
